The physical thing that I always have to carry
around is my wooden cross. I can't seem to be able to go without it,
whenever I don't have it with me, I literally start freaking out,
really, I start asking if anyone has seen it. I feel naked without it
because I'm already used to having it around my neck wherever I go, it
has a very special meaning to me because in a way it represents my
believes and my family's believes, everybody in my family has one. My
dreams are to be able to go out of the state for college after
graduation and to be able to see the world and learn from it, its all I
can think about sometimes. Its like a craving I have, and just the
thought of not being able to do it causes me pain. This dreams give me
guidance because I think that if I want to make this dreams come true
then I need to make excellent grades, I have to give everything I have
to my studies, even if I don't like it.
The person that seem to always be with me is
my mom, because she is the person that is always encouraging me to
follow my dreams. It's like this, every time I fall she helps me get up,
no matter what, she is always telling me to follow my heart to do what
feels right. She is always telling me that if I want to get somewhere
and makes my dreams come true I have to give it my hardest, no one else
besides my mom do that for me. Three words that I think describe me are
shy, clumsy, and average, this words that I think describe have a huge
impact on my life. They are a huge impact because since I believe they
are to be true I do not go out of my way to make people think otherwise,
I do not try to change this, it is as if I was following a book that is
telling me who to be, I don't even try to go out of my way to change
this. I t is also an impact because since I am very shy sometimes I
never say what really is on my mind, I rephrase everything I want to say
or I just don't say anything.
